I seriously shit want to watch the Divergent

 series, Insurgent.Urgh.

I was like, I want to watch it before I go back to the jail.

If I don' watch it now, so when will I have a

 free time to watch it.

I'm so sure if I go back to the jail,

I'll not have any chance to watch it.

I wanna watch Theo James.

Tobias Eaton and Tris, they just so perfect together.

I know that I don't have a kinda good intention 

to watch the movie but

I just really surethat lots of girls out there

love Tobias.

Urgh.. What am I talking aboout now!

Okay it's kinda out of the topic but I

don't care about it.

Bye, I need to get myself ready!

Next destination is Jusco Bukit Indah.

MY PILLAR OF THE STREGTH 💕

THROUGH THIS 2015 TOGETHER.

MEET YA GUYS THIS SATURDAY.

WHAT A DAY GREAT AHEAD.

NASYIKIN IS NOT HERE. SMH.

CREDS TO EAH,RABIATUL AND AUNI.

Brooklyn Baby// Lana Del Rey

They say I'm too young to love you
I don't know what I need
They think I don't understand
The freedom land of the seventies
I think I'm too cool to know ya
You say I'm like the ice I freeze
I'm churning out novels like
Beat poetry on Amphetamines
I say
I say

Well, my boyfriend's in a band
He plays guitar while I sing Lou Reed
I've got feathers in my hair
I get down to Beat poetry
And my jazz collection's rare
I can play most anything
I'm a Brooklyn baby
I'm a Brooklyn baby

They say I'm too young to love you
They say I'm too dumb to see
They judge me like a picture book
By the colors, like they forgot to read
I think we're like fire and water
I think we're like the wind and sea
You're burning up, I'm cooling down
You're up, I'm down
You're blind, I see
But I'm free
I'm free

Well, my boyfriend's in a band
He plays guitar while I sing Lou Reed
I've got feathers in my hair
I get down to Beat poetry
And my jazz collection's rare
I can play most anything
I'm a Brooklyn baby
I'm a Brooklyn baby

I'm talking about my generation
Talking about that newer nation
And if you don't like it
You can beat it
Beat it, baby
You never liked the way I said it
If you don't get it, then forget it
So I don't have to fucking explain it

And my boyfriend's in a band
He plays guitar while I sing Lou Reed
I've got feathers in my hair
I get high on hydroponic weed
And my jazz collection's rare
I get down to beat poetry
I'm a Brooklyn baby
I'm a Brooklyn baby

Yeah my boyfriend's pretty cool
But he's not as cool as me
Cause I'm a Brooklyn baby
I'm a Brooklyn baby

Changing batteries

I cried watch this 5 min video. 

It touch my heart.

confused

It's holiday.
And I'm really happy.
I just hope that i can spend this holiday wisely
and there'll be no arguement between me and my parents again.
Not like all the holiday before this. Hm.
And there's still lots of questions hanging in my mind.
Should I stay or nah?
I wanna stay but there's a few reasons that make me think twice about it.
I wanted to know what will happen if i stay but I'm too scared
to take the risk.
But this is my only chance to make a decision.
I totally hate being in this situation.
I hope that I could turn back time and choose carefully what I want to be.
If I left, there's many peoples that'll be in the bad situation, hard situation.
I can't be selfish.
But if I stay, I'll always get hurt. Not physically, but mentally.
I always feel down and sad and have no mood to do anything.
I kinda scared too. Before attend it, my finger tips will be so cold.
My heart always nervous. I always not ready.
I'm not sure if I can face it, all the challenge.
I'm afraid if I can't survive it. Just stuck in the middle of the war.
It's hard to think. I hate replacement. I hate being the one who being replaced
and I hate being the one who replaced someone.
I knew what it feels and I don't want to face it again.
Hm. That's all I think, goodbye.

                "I know you’re not far
        But I still can’t handle all the distance
            You’re travelling with my heart
          I hope this is a temporary feeling"

It's tueday and i'm still at school. Still studying.
It's so sucks. Urgh.
I wanna go back home. I  know I need to be here.
But I wanna have some times with my mom.
Some other some can go back to their school at 26th.
I want my mom now. She will know how to comfort me.
Only she knows the way.
Only she knows how to make me happy.
Only she knows my need.
She's my the only one who knows me after my father.
Ummi, please take me home now.
I'm afraid of everythings. I'm afraid of making choices.
I fear of every steps I take.

It's 0852 hours now and I wish everything go back to where it belongs.

urgh

people come and go. You must accept the fate.

welcome.

yeah,it's new blog. So then, welcome to the new edge. My older blog was just so weird. I just made this blog to express all of my thoughts. I don't care if you wanna talk nasty about me, but hey, i just wanna confess it. So hello and my world lots of story and not all the story ends with happy endings.
sincerely,me.